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i feel like my life just got totally fucked...

i felt like i finally almost got it back, after this summer, piece by piece, and now it's all falling apart again.

my heart is trying to blow up itself. just for fun.

i didnt want all that.

i wanted just to be me. and to live without problems. at least in my own little world. and it worked. it was nice and empty. i didnt care about anything.

not anymore.

i was afraid of falling in love again, cuz i know that it fucking hurts.

and it's happening.

i hate that. kill me. do me a favour.

when i told him that i would fall in love with hm - i was fucking joking.

but that didnt work out as a joke...

sux.

like all my life.

that just got broken again...

@музыка: Disown

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[Linssi]

when i told him that i would fall in love with hm - i was fucking joking.

but that didnt work out as a joke...

sux.



had the same trouble around 2.5 years ago. that sucked at first too. but then turned into a completely wonderful 2 year long story which had a beautiful ending. everything in the world ends, but dont think of it when you start. dont think of getting hurt. live in present

[[CAMOPAZRYIIIENIE]]

Linssi

i'm trying.

i was trying all my life. but now i give up.

that's enough. i had it all.

my life has never been a bed of roses.

it's not gonna happen.

i know myself.

that's just not the way my life goes.

in reality nobody cares

[[PingVin]]

Hey, dude, cheer up!



there are people who cares about u (I do at least!). it is hard and I understand what u feel, but don't blow up ur heart - it doesn't deserve it. and if it falls in love, it's impossible to run away from it