i feel like my life just got totally fucked...
i felt like i finally almost got it back, after this summer, piece by piece, and now it's all falling apart again.
my heart is trying to blow up itself. just for fun.
i didnt want all that.
i wanted just to be me. and to live without problems. at least in my own little world. and it worked. it was nice and empty. i didnt care about anything.
not anymore.
i was afraid of falling in love again, cuz i know that it fucking hurts.
and it's happening.
i hate that. kill me. do me a favour.
when i told him that i would fall in love with hm - i was fucking joking.
but that didnt work out as a joke...
sux.
like all my life.
that just got broken again...